Tuesday, September 11, 2007
2:01 AM
its been a long time since i last blogged.. or to be exactly i allowed my posts to be viewed... life full of ups and down... car accident is like a frequent thing now... lol... got more chance to buy 4d... wads up in life? just like stock market... bring u higher and higher den just plunge u down like there's no tomorrow... y life so liddat? but i guess no 1 can really answer that question rite... wad to do... anyway a man can onli do wad a man can... wanna be god? try me...
im locking myself up again
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8:43 PM
ok... so sch started... MA option caused the class to have onli abt 10 pple... zhihui in certain class so not really counted so onli other den having kaixiong in the same class practically i dunno eveyone except for wilson... surprising he in the same class as me but im like alien to him... dunno who am i... this sem seems boring... lecturer none of them seems fun... sian life... well at least liang wei lynn me and kx in the same gems class haha
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11:36 PM
been working day and night or just been going out till late... don't really know what i'm doing anyway... i'm just tired... tired of people who deep down ain't being honest lest being sincere...
why do people come and go just like that? please don't take me as a friend that you need at times... please... i rather be off alone... yet i can't stand this loneliness.... someone tell me what to do... i think i'm gonna go hysterical over this... this really is'nt the way i want things to turn out... although always being quiet and trying to make myself smile... i wannt stop everything and just quit being me... i need you now more then ever.
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
12:52 AM
been a long long long time since i updated this... haha... kinda busy these few weeks... got work to do this and that... lost some money recently... omg la... been boring sch is gonna start soon and i cant wait for it to start... haha
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12:42 AM
life is like so empty now... just realise that im working from like 9am to like 2 am everyday... trying to earn money and more money just to forget the things that are in my heart... why do i think of such a person that i hold so dear to me yet all i wan to is be friends... who am i kidding rite? i dunno... im just so tired... yet im going on...i have do go on... or at least thats what i wan to do... its like a monochrome world now
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11:41 PM
froggy....prince....
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
7:06 PM
ok this is crappy.. i tot queensway will get me as relieve teacher... but nonononono... they had to choose somebody else... and stupid man... i shouldnt had turn down acer's job... so crappy... wth man.... and my heart hurts... i have to listen to parents and see a doctor... wtf is going on man... i rather just mati lor... this is damn crappy... im down to my last cent liao... jiejie have to spoil her fone and i have to pay... and wad else... this is bullshit i tell you bullshit!!! grrrrr i wan to throw banana at her car and piak man... this is shitty!!!!! and i rather that i just die... dun have to bother about bullshit anymore...
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