been working day and night or just been going out till late... don't really know what i'm doing anyway... i'm just tired... tired of people who deep down ain't being honest lest being sincere...
why do people come and go just like that? please don't take me as a friend that you need at times... please... i rather be off alone... yet i can't stand this loneliness.... someone tell me what to do... i think i'm gonna go hysterical over this... this really is'nt the way i want things to turn out... although always being quiet and trying to make myself smile... i wannt stop everything and just quit being me... i need you now more then ever.

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