12:09 AM
wad do i nid.what do i want.why i do the things i do.im really tired.lemme do the things i enjoy.lets me have a space for myself.down to the point.does it concern me at all.what do these problems gotta do with me.im only human.i wan to be me.please let me go.why do i even smile and try to make u peeps happy.just let me be my quiet self.whether or not u like it im letting go.let me love those i love.i dun wan ur problems.i have mine.but i dun see u trying to understand mine.why is it that u think u r in such a bad situation when u haven even walked the shoes of others.why cant u just stop and let me deal with my problems.why is it that im invisble.i dun wanna know anymore.let me go.i beg of you once more.severe these chains thats holding me down.today i choose a new pathway to follow.for better for worse.i decide.
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
12:28 AM
yea...gonna start working again... gotta make some moolah... its kinda boring recently, dont really have much things to do... pon gems till cannot pon liao... pon 1 more time den letter liao... sian... gonna leave that last skipping of sch to the last week... so can get extra hols...muahaha...
why are pple so troubled with things that dont even concern them... its tiring... why do pple help other pple around when the latter don't even bothers abt you?y cant we just go abt worrying abt out own shit and not others? something that i nid to know... tell me if u have an answer... its just plain old tiring for the poor soul.
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
12:42 PM

haha nice pic? this is wad i call math? lol at least i know my factoring... lol... sian... haha
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
11:32 PM
honestly... if u got a prob with me plz tell me... knn... wth is wrong wif u pple... i am ME.. not YOU... boring lessons that fall asleep too... wads the point with this crappy time table.. thursday study from 8 to 6pm?!?! wth... sure sleep...sian sian sian sian sian.... im such a nobody man... everyone is like got their own life now... damn spare tyre la... yea i admit i have little friends that i socialise with that thats my prob... i dun really like to talk to pple that much but im appreciative of the pple ard me.. and also im grateful to them for making my life interesting and brighten my day... dunno wad i will do without you people... and another thing is that i know that i like u thats a fact... but cant u understand that you and me are from different world? sometimes i dunno how to tell u but its like im so packed that i dun wanna hurt u and all... wad can i do? im juz useless as a bum... i hope u will forgive me for the path i choose... a path that only i will understand... i dun nid to explain to you the reasons for this journey... in due time... everything will be as clear as water... no point explaining in black and white.. this is something that i must do... for myself...
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10:25 PM
old dudes... dun make noise of the clothes i wear and the type of shirts i wear... 90% of my shirts are white cuz i love white... doesnt mean i cant wear black too... dun make noise of the black shirts that i buy... im wearing it and not you... for goodness sake... be practical...
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1:31 AM
"Blackened ivory, burnt to the core.The colour of night burns through into my soul.No rest in my mind, pain grips me tightly to the end.No one but the raven will embrace me now as I lay in darkness, dying.Leaving this world will not prove me wrong.All I can do is let go."
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
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