Friday, September 29, 2006
12:35 AM
i piak u, u piak me, we r hpy piakology, and a piak for me and another from me to you, wun u say u piak me too... damn im so tired... bleah... muahahahahah sian... damn sian... sian till lao sai... sian until cannot sian anymore... first week of sch dunno pon how many lesson liao... den also rmb monday called my PTN asshole...hahaha im evil....twitting makes ur hand tired more often and waste sms space?!?! lol sorries lors... haha ii am eviil de lors.. haha sian... why euu so liddat de neix? gibb xinhui aka grandson see tat ii twit liddat de sure kill me de lors... haha dunno de lors... haha everything ting tat ends wiif lors ish a good word lors... haha even scold pple can polite de lors... sian lors... ii lurbbe euu? hahaha sian lors...buais
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
1:31 PM
credit, liability. c'mon, be realistic without the $$ dun even bother to talk and worst of all dun live on credit. it cant let u go on foreva... cant u juz repect the decisions of others and for goodness sake admit that there's something wrong with yourself. stop behaving like ur a king. being pampered in the past 17 years of your life was your downfall.. how long can u survive like this. what do u intend to do in the next 10 rs of your life.. belittling your very own life? cheap-o... how long do u expect us to go on like this? honestly we juz nid a break from all these we have out own things to solve. dun think that ur problems are so great, we have greater problems.. why make such a biggie out of who loves me and who loves me not when there are pple who have problems over juz a simple 3 meals a day and dun even complain a shit for all these... look at the mirror and see urself i wonder what appears. everyone's perception on things are always defferent. making a blunder of yourself and claiming that ur shit right is juz wrong..
p.s bullshit cant get u anywhere
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Friday, September 15, 2006
1:20 AM
the fact is that lying to everyone else, im just lying to myself too... i just hate all these crap... please repesct my decision for once. no. im not gonna break down or shit. but this iss bullshit
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
12:22 PM
001.Real name:Siew Hong Yao
002.Nickname: pao or pau, babysaint, dynx, fei zai or ah pui
003.Single or taken: single
004.Zodiac sign: Snake
005.Male or female: male
006.Elementary Sch: New Town Primary School
007.Ipod: which 1? got total of 4 haha
008.How many buddies on ur list: msn? 180 hp? 255
009.Friendster name: potato
010.Hair color: dark brown/mocha latte with dark chocolate kinda brown
012.Hair long or short: short
014.Eye color: egg white with brown egg yolk
015.Are u health freak: not really i smk and drink for goodness sake
016.Height: 1.76m
017.Do u haf a crush on some1: well.. no.. who would want me anyway
018.Do u like urself: what u think
019.Braces: no way..anyway mines kinda st8 except for the first 2 teeth, cant put it thou still got baby teeth... any summore how to kiss?
020.Think u're awesome: who cares? as long as im me
021.Piercings: yea but wun tell u how many
022.Tattoo: someday maybe
Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: hmM? no idea?
025.Piercings: primary 4 that means 10 yrs old
026.Best friend: if it's gonna be 1 den maybe liangwei lor... but u kno that there're more out there the person that made me do this is one of them
027.Award: cant rmb
028.Sport u joined: badminton
029.Pet: doggie
030.Vacation: first would be malaysia i think, went there so young juz to see granny
031.Concert: nope..unless rammstein or the prodigy would come to singapore
032.Love: pillow
Favorites
033.Movie: little nicky
034.TV show: that 70s show
035.Color: deep purple
039.Drink: orange juice...other den the other intoxicating drinks
040.Body part excludin face: does my long finger nails count?
041.Cartoon: justice league
042.Piece of clothing: none
043.Brand of clothing: adidas for shirts, nike for shoe, lee or levis for pants... if not den anything that would feel comfy would do
044.Thing u slp with: a bed, 3pillows, 1 bolster and blanket
045.School: not really.. juz the pple i get to meet thr maybe?
046.Animal: dog
047.Book: ehh... too many?
048.Magazine: stuffs
049.Food: meat
Now
050.Im drinking: green tea
052.Im abt to: go get lunch
053.Listenin to: don't cry by guns and roses
055.Waiting for: ehh? you? sushi? no idea
056.Watching: this blog thnx to georgie haha .. also watch my hamster sleeping beside my wallet
057.Wearing: butt naked? haha juz a normal polo tee 3/4 pants
Your Future
058.Want Kids: yea
059.Want to get married: well... if there's a chance
060.Careers in mind: teacher?
Which is better with e opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: eyes
069.Hugs or kisses: hugs
070.Shorter or taller: does it really matter?
072.Romantic or spontaneous: both?
073.Nice stomach or arms: both too?
074.Sensitive or loud: in between?
075.Hookup or relationship: relationship
076.Sweet or caring: i dun wan to choose? both!
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: none of the stated
Have u ever
078.Kissed a stranger: nope
079.Drank bubbles: coke?pepsi?
080.Lost glasses or contacts: glasses misplace contacts drop cuz eye too dry haha
081.Ran away from home: if u count getting lost as one den yea else no
082.Broken a bone: nope
083.Got an X-ray: yea
084.Broken someone's heart: yea..sorry
086.Turned someone down: yea...
087.Cried when someone died: yar..duh..
88.Cried at school: nope
Do u believe in
089.God: yea...cuz im one.. haha jk
090.Miracles: if there ever is
091.Love at first sight: nope
093.Aliens: yea
094.Magic: maybe?
095.Heaven: possible?
096.Santa Claus: ehh no
097.Sex on e first date: nahh....
098.Kissing on e first date: depends
099.Angels: if one day i see them den i will consider..
Answer Truthfully100.Is there someone u want to be with right now: yea...
Name 20 people u can think of right now.Dont read e question(s) until you've named e 20 people. At e end of this,choose 5 people to do this.
crystal
george
zoe
andre
liangwei
sandra
kaixiong
febby
pearlyn
ling yi
daniel
ivan tan
ivan law
wee keat
michael
andrea
wei yi
royston
matthew
kimberly
how did i meet#14(wee keat): he's my class mate
what would u do if u nv meet#1(crystal): eh tough question..
What is #9(pearlyn) & #20(kimberly) dates:nahh... they're crazy enuf to kiss each other wads so surprising?
would #6(sandra) & #17(wei yi) makes a good couple: nahh lesbos..
Describe#3: nice, crazy, sweet tooth, abusive..
Is #8(febby) attractive:definately =)
Describe #7(kaixiong): drunk..haha..
is #12(ivan tan) family member: no idea
What would u do if #18(royston) confesses to u dat he likes u: squeeze his cheeks den tell him im not gay =)
What language does #15(michael) speak: english and funny chinese
Who is #9(pearlyn) going out with: kaixiong lor
How old is #16(andrea): 14
When is e last time u spoke to #13(ivan law): last month
Who is #2(george)'s fav band/singer:S.H.E
Would u ever date #4(andre): no..he is a guy..beast fwen and also my wife haha
Would u ever date #1(crystal): would u date ur daughter?
Is 19(matthew) single: no
What's #10's(ling yi) last name: Quek
Would u ever be in a relationship with #11(daniel): no nit even if im gay
School of #3(zoe): sp
Where does #6(sandra) live: boon lay
What's ur fav thing abt #5(liangwei): understand me lots..
Have u seen #2(george) naked: hell yes.. haha jkjk no... thats so gay
nw passin on to e unlucky 5
1: crystal
2: andre
3: ling yi
4: andrea
5: zoe
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
10:01 PM
life change, people change, for better for worse. rmb in the past where i would find reasons to watch yet know i dun even bother abt tv. there're things where u wish it would'nt change, after all we're all humans, filled with emotions, desire and selfishness. sometimes pple wish that time would just go back and undo the mistakes, but is it so important, the mistakes will still be carried out in the later part of life, life is a mistake to be learnt. sometimes i wonder y things would never turn out the way it should? but then again, there are things u nvr know.
p.s in the eyes of a perfectionist, nothing is perfect.
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Monday, September 11, 2006
1:35 AM
i really dun understand some of u pple out thr... frankly i know that im trying to be nice to u all, but please for hell's sake dun exploit me, im wasting my time trying to do smth that u peps dun even appreciate and what's more u dun gimmi a single cents, every minute im sitting there sensing the laziness thats in the air irks me, do you think that i am one without emotions, even superman nids a break from all this bullshitting from peps that try to bullshit by shitting and thinking like bulls. what do u wanna try by asking me to aid in all these unreasonable, i'm willing to try dun expect me to do things beyond my will, especially not beyond my line of duties. stop acting like ur all in a sorry state, i wanna emphatise with you, but now, i feel that its pathetic, get a life, grow up, stop acting like the world revolves around you. u wanna know how i really feel, i feel that im just tissue paper to you peps, use and throw.
I HAVE MY PROBLEMS TOO, AND ALSO
IM ALLEGIC TO BULLSHIT
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1:19 AM
the condradicting question of certain things within your grasp is annoying. actions have to be planned. its like a puzzle, one by one u get the pieces and when the day comes, the jigsaw is complete but then u wanna frame it up, someone just have to knock into u and again the jigsaw have to be pieced together again. a contraversy? a continuation? or a contrain on the stamina of the mind? commendatory.
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
12:37 AM
i have my reasons for doing the things i do... i do them without having to answer to anyone... its my choice my decision therefore i have the final say in my life... no one shall presume i have to do things against my will... beyond my abilities... expected the unexpected... and please do not expliot the help i offer...
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
10:08 PM
deception.assumption.prosecution.conviction.salvation.retribution.reincarnation.repetition.
read it 2 by 2 and go figure
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
11:23 PM
deception or deciet, repetition or salvation? wads rite or wrong, wads the truth? everynow and then, we seek to know the truth, but is it really true, or just an illusion to appear that wad we know as the truth really just isnt? wads the difference between a lie and the truth, possibly more den juz knowing facts? how do u make some1 trust u? retain ur trust? or possibly redeem it? wad made you lost ur trust in other's eyes? is this juz a dream, or am i still in wonderland? can i see the other side? maybe one kind soul would be able to slap me back to reality. i'm clueless, how bout' you? are you gonna go with the other's or go a seperate path to seek the one answer, take me along, not one second can i stay in the fantasy world of misleading paths, one that is ever so confusing, where am i to stand, who am i to you, what does my presence gotta do with all these, i wonder. loneliness maybe the one way to open these eyes wide enough to look at the surrounding, but is that the only way out? the coldness, the seperation, the agony, this is just a world that is another form of deception. god bless. and hopefully godspeed
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2:45 AM
wondering y i even blog... no 1 gives a damn anyway, this is a short post, nice dinner with the 404 peps and annie tan, thanx, nvr had a class quite like this, bb
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
11:41 PM
love is like a cigarette, it will only burn while it last, the match that lights the cigarette will be hurt in one way or another. don't use the word lightly, its a debt to others and yourself. love itself also means its time to let go, although it hurts but its true. women's form of expression is in their faces, u can see it, but for men's its in their hearts, only meant to be felt by others. in this world, the issue is not whether who's right or who's wrong, rather, its who treasure who.
got it in an sms, translated by yours truly.
their things in life that u may not think i kno, but please im only human i do have feelings too, i dun intend to know everything but i do, its a mistake that i made, one that can nvr be undone, once bitten twice shy, this time, i hope i kno wad u wan me to react.
Dream theater-The Answer Lies WithinLook around
Where do you belong
Don't be afraid
You're not the only one
Don't let the day go by
Don't let it end
Don't let a day go by in doubt
The answer lies within
Life is short
So learn from your mistakes
And stand behind
The choices that you make
Face each day
With both eyes open wide
And try to give
Don't keep it all inside
Don't let the day go by
Don't let it end
Don't let a day go by in doubt
The answer lies within
You've got the future on your side
You're gonna be fine now
I know whatever you decide
You're gonna shine
Don't let the day go by
Don't let it end
Don't let a day go by in doubt
You're ready to begin
Don't let a day go by in doubt
The answer lies within
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1:31 AM
Depeche Mode-Damaged PeopleWe're damaged people Drawn together
By subtleties that we are not aware of
Disturbed souls
Playing out forever
These games that we once thought we would be scared of
When you're in my arms
The world makes sense
There is no pretense
And you're crying
When you're by my side
There is no defense
I forget to sense
I'm dying
We're damaged people
Praying for something
That doesn't come from somewhere deep inside us
Depraved souls
Trusting in the one thing
The one thing that this life has not denied us
When I feel the warmth
Of your very soul
I forget I'm cold
And crying
When your lips touch mine
And I lose control
I forget I'm old
And dying
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nice song... slow.. rock... things in my head that shldnt be thr.. no idea y.. wanna take all the worry away... juz wanna be happy everyday...
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
12:46 PM
friday was okok lor slack at hm den aft that go play pool awhile with kx and daniel den ltr lw got come... den aft that wanted to see show de.. budden muvee too late den they dun wan watch le so we go make fun of pearlyn... haha aft that me and kx go hm took 195 until near esplanade thr cuz wrong direction lol... den reach hm at 1am lol
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Friday, September 01, 2006
12:21 AM
teacher's day was not bad... morning went to anchoepoint to buy CAKE...BLACK FOREST CAKE... aft that took 250 to hawker makan nasi lemak cuz scared the cake PIAK....den go sch was like so early.. nid slp... den all was good...except for the fact that i tore my shirt backstage... stupid mic stand.. haha den we had cake in control rm.. see all those boiboi eat cake damn funny like spreading cake all over their face.. haha... the seniors dint eat.. all too shy... celebrated with cheng and wong mc... forgot to left cake for naina and TA chong.. wth la... so malu.. lol.. concert was nice... see dance dance dance and more dance... piano was nice too... juz the fact that i broke my fingernail when testing mic for piano... wth... remind me when i wan piano dun have long nails or cut it!! haha... den aft that went hm slp slp awhile... den meet liangwei go play lan
awhile... den everyone was shouting cept me.. see... im so civilised... den aft that went to great world makan cuz that pearlyn work there at yoshinoya.. think this is how it's spelt den nvr treat me makan de... den nvm.. me and liangwei made ling yi and andrea wait like 2 hrs? omg lor... haha... sorry... den went home... me and liangwei was like walking the whole of great world juz for a stupid ATM machine..haha...
F.Y.I.. msm lim speech is still forever so boring... shh.. dun let her see this haha... anw i grad liao...
wanna wish all teacher happy teacher's day
hey baby... y do u slp so early today? nidda hear ur voice u kno.. haha...
Q: will you still love me in the morning?
A: forever, and ever, baby
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