is seems that all these laughter and smiles are not genuine, not whether being an outcast or not, rather, just have this feeling that that no matter what is going on, there's no one to be there. frankly, rather then just being accomodating, preferences to be introvert is still possible the best option, needless to bother about anything and living in the fantasy world of self-indulgence, there doesnt seem to be anything to worry nor care for. is it bad? reserve the pride and dignity, there's no need for such treatment. nothing to hold on anymore, its just all letting go.

thanx

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