honestly... if u got a prob with me plz tell me... knn... wth is wrong wif u pple... i am ME.. not YOU... boring lessons that fall asleep too... wads the point with this crappy time table.. thursday study from 8 to 6pm?!?! wth... sure sleep...sian sian sian sian sian.... im such a nobody man... everyone is like got their own life now... damn spare tyre la... yea i admit i have little friends that i socialise with that thats my prob... i dun really like to talk to pple that much but im appreciative of the pple ard me.. and also im grateful to them for making my life interesting and brighten my day... dunno wad i will do without you people... and another thing is that i know that i like u thats a fact... but cant u understand that you and me are from different world? sometimes i dunno how to tell u but its like im so packed that i dun wanna hurt u and all... wad can i do? im juz useless as a bum... i hope u will forgive me for the path i choose... a path that only i will understand... i dun nid to explain to you the reasons for this journey... in due time... everything will be as clear as water... no point explaining in black and white.. this is something that i must do... for myself...

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