deception or deciet, repetition or salvation? wads rite or wrong, wads the truth? everynow and then, we seek to know the truth, but is it really true, or just an illusion to appear that wad we know as the truth really just isnt? wads the difference between a lie and the truth, possibly more den juz knowing facts? how do u make some1 trust u? retain ur trust? or possibly redeem it? wad made you lost ur trust in other's eyes? is this juz a dream, or am i still in wonderland? can i see the other side? maybe one kind soul would be able to slap me back to reality. i'm clueless, how bout' you? are you gonna go with the other's or go a seperate path to seek the one answer, take me along, not one second can i stay in the fantasy world of misleading paths, one that is ever so confusing, where am i to stand, who am i to you, what does my presence gotta do with all these, i wonder. loneliness maybe the one way to open these eyes wide enough to look at the surrounding, but is that the only way out? the coldness, the seperation, the agony, this is just a world that is another form of deception. god bless. and hopefully godspeed

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